Alright, alright. You know you’ve been begging me to write this post. God’s time. It’s all on God’s time. Be patient. You’ve only been praying the same prayer for eight years. You’ve only been begging God for one thing for a third of your life.
I thank each one of you who has said this to me. That I need to wait and keep going. Stick it out, it’s in God’s time. I mean it sincerely. I know you’ve each seen God work in God’s own time, and you felt that maybe God wasn’t going to come through for you either. Perhaps just when you were about to give up, God came through. I get it. I’ve had that too. You know the funny thing is, it works like that. The girl I work with was getting frustrated with her locker, so I told her to just give up. She said fine, I give up and finished turning it that last time just for the heck of it: Bam! It worked. Maybe the answer is I should just give up. Just quit praying about it. Maybe that is making me hold on. Maybe I’m just supposed to really believe that God won’t come through for me and give it up.
I’ll just give it up.
Oh, if I had a dollar for each of the many times I’ve done that too.