Tie-Die and Bleached Soul

What makes us, us? The fundamental things or things that make up our being, are they the things we can’t change or the things we don’t want to? Are they the things we like and want to nurture and foster and grow or are they the things that we can’t run away from or weed … Continue reading →

Protected: On my mind

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Next stage

This is my process. Tried and true and dependably mine. Each step is one I’ve walked before if not more slowly and more quickly at the the same time right now. I’ll skip the emptiness thank you. I’ve too much life to live to not be present in it. I’d rather feel it. When you … Continue reading →

The Hills

I’m really grateful. There hasn’t been a day that has passed when you haven’t made me laugh and cry. Not either/or both/and. Things have changed for me, changed me. Music has always been my place to hide. I don’t shy away from the feelings that it brings up for me, but rather throw myself into … Continue reading →

Chosen One

    You started this. You knew where my life was. You knew what it looked like, what I wanted. You pushed that aside. You pushed me and pushed me. You watch everything and see everything, and so you watch as I am eaten away by your actions, by my actions, by the situation saying … Continue reading →

Running on empty

 I don’t feel any which way about this anymore. I keep trying to find something, nothing. You’re becoming that person again. The one who drains everyone who loves them, anyone who cares, dry. Take, take, take. And here I am being what I need to be. Nothing more, nothing less. You say that you know … Continue reading →

Darlin’ everything’s on fire

Right now. Right now. Right now. I keep hearing people say right now. There is no right now to me. It’s used like we are constantly changing the foundations of our earth, right now. It’s said like the very next second everything could be completely different, right now. We use it to justify our denial. … Continue reading →